Savior complex, people-pleasing and victimhood consciousness: confronting shadows as a way to open a new door for daily experience – In this podcast, I am reflecting on my first Saturn return that came as a great initiation and cracked my reality and perceptions about myself, others and the world open: wounding of non recognizion, search for external love and validation and loop within the drama triangle Persecutor-Rescuer-Victim. I am sharing how I have moved forward on taking my share of responsability. New and sober hours were knocking at my door.