September 2026: My First Panic Attack as a Founder

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September 2026: My First Panic Attack as a Founder

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Last Saturday morning I had my first panic attack as a founder. The second one of my entire life.

I was laying in bed with Korbin, Kelton had left for pickleball, and I just started spiraling — over the deal I made with my fiancé when I signed up for OneDay, over the revenue number I'm nowhere near, over my mentor telling me that if I don't make two sales a week this month, it's time to pivot again. My third pivot. I felt like everyone was giving up on me. My mentor. Kelton. Me.

None of that was true. Those were the stories I was telling myself.

Thirty minutes after that panic attack, I posted the rawest thing I've ever written into our OneDay Slack group. Word vomit. No polish. And then the replies started coming in.

In this episode I read you the post, and I read you every single reply — from founders, from mentors, from a cohort manager, from a stranger who reached out privately just to tell me I didn't need to have the next eight months figured out today. One of them reframed fasting for me in a way I'm still thinking about. One of them reminded me that the business is not a reflection of my ability to run it. One of them told me she's on her third pivot, graduating in November, and has made $148 to date.

I'm sharing all of it because if you're in a struggling moment right now, I want you to hear what being seen actually sounds like.

I'm still in it. I'm still feeling the feels. And the tools that are carrying me through are the exact tools I hand to families every day — including Mama Pause.

This entrepreneur life isn't for the weak, beautiful humans. But you don't have to do it alone.

In this episode:

  • What was actually on my plate the morning it all cracked open — two boards, my master's, a new morning job, motherhood, the business
  • The Slack post I wrote 30 minutes after a panic attack, read word for word
  • Nine replies from other founders, and why each one landed differently
  • The difference between deciding from clarity and deciding because you need the discomfort to stop
  • Why asking to work fewer days was the first honest step I took

If this one meets you where you are, I invite you to leave a review and send it to a founder friend who needs to hear it today.

Have a calm and colorful day.




Disclaimer: What I share here is simply my personal journey, reflections, and takeaways. The lessons I talk about from OneDay MBA classes or community events are not a substitute for actually being in the program. Think of this podcast as my unfiltered notebook — shared in hopes that it sparks ideas, encouragement, and support for your own business path.


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