Society & Culture
jerrodhays1.wordpress.com I know which "wolf" I am going to feed. I say in this video my war is entailed by this question "have you eaten" or by "which wolf are you going to feed". While every religion and everyone says to forget that wolf of ego and let it die I rather will exult it. Put my money on it--on myself. But that other part of me bound by others' stipulation and governmentation--that other wolf--I will starve and overcome. Sense I feel this vicious want for my ego to win I will fight. So yeah. I have eaten. And have assumed my position in this battle. [I suspect Existentialism may be incorrect in viewing this world because essence and existence do not proceed nor precede. They are correspondent in something according to my metaphysical equation of essence (being) and existence (acting/ being actual). They are assumed by something simultaneously. But I have been dancing with conceptions of Sartre and Kierkegaard alittle. And this has been my emotive response to them. But read this journal entry with knowing Existentialism and Egotism do not go anywhere in my philosophy. These are rather philosophic errors or at best temptations. Yet I rather like the "exultation of ego" that they induce in me. So I assume this "exultation" for consideration. And I might want this pride -- egotism, individualism, freedom -- somewhere in my whole philosophy though I know it is metaphysically wrong.]