This is the first episode of Finding Your Voice with Jonathan "Kazuma" Gendron. In this episode I provide a brief introduction of myself and my situation with my son and a little bit about my past. Then I buckle down hard on despair. I believe that many of us have forgotten that we are optimists. We lost that magic at a young age. However when we find that magic, through self-awareness and choosing to fill ourselves with positivity, we defeat despair. ILI Protocol for Self Awareness is my powerful tool that I introduce in this episode. Ideas, Lessons, Improvements.