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I remember it well, the first time I ... orgasmed. I remember feeling the ecstatic ecstasy suffused with bewildering shame. I remember it well, the first time I saw ... porn. Eyes wide, mouth dry, in disbelief with what I was seeing. Exhilaration ... titillation ... but also overwhelming humiliation. Do you remember your first time? Join me as I begin the journey deep into – and through – the heart of addiction. CITATIONS: PART 1 [0:00 –2:17] Inspired by: John of the Cross | Dark Night of the Soul | Translator: E. Allison Peers | Dover Publications | 2003] [0:24–0:43 / 1:04–1:23 / 1:44–2:03] Inspired by: Loreena McKennitt | Dark Night of the Soul | The Mask and Mirror | Quinlan Road / Warner Bros. [1994] [2:18] Kanye West | The New Workout Plan | The College Dropout | Def Jam / Roc-A-Fella [2004] PART 2 [2:28–2:50] Louis CK | Chewed Up | Image Entertainment [2008] [2:39–2:48] Louie | Come On, God | Season 2, Episode 8 |FX [2011] [2:50–2:53] John Hamburg | I Love You, Man | De Line Pictures / Bernard Gayle Productions / The Montecito Picture Company / DreamWorks Pictures [2009] [2:53–2:57] Seinfeld | The Contest | Season 4, Episode 11 | NBC [11.18.92] [2:56–3:00] St. Vincent | Birth in Reverse | St. Vincent | Lorna Vista / Republic [2013] [3:00–3:14] Louis CK | Chewed Up | Image Entertainment [2008] [3:03–3:06] The Office | Night Out | Season 4, Episode 15 | NBC [2008] [3:07–3:14] The Office | Lecture Circuit, Part 1 | Season 5 Episode 14 | NBC [2009] [3:15–3:21] Lady Gaga | So Happy I Could Die | The Fame Monster | Interscope [2009] [3:18–3:22] Radiohead | Thinking About You | Pablo Honey | Parlophonoe / Capitol [1993] [3:21–3:25] Carly Rae Jepsen | Party For One | Dedicated | Interscope [2019] [3:23–3:28] P!nk | U + Ur Hand | I’m Not Dead | LaFace [2006] [3:25–3:29] Lady Gaga | Dancin’ In Circles | Joanne | Interscope [2016] [3:28–3:32] Tweet ft. Missy Elliott | Oops (Oh My) | Southern Hummingbird | Elektra [2002] [3:30–3:34] Britney Spears | Touch of My Hand | In the Zone | Jive [2003] [3:34–3:37] Lady Gaga | So Happy I Could Die | The Fame Monster | Interscope [2009] [3:34–3:38] Divinyls | I Touch Myself | Divinyls | Virgin [1990] [3:37–3:41] Lady Gaga | Dancin’ In Circles | Joanne | Interscope [2016] [3:41–3:50] Louis CK | Live at the Beacon Theater | Pig Newton [2011] [3:50–3:53] Coldplay | A Rush of Blood to the Head | A Rush of Blood to the Head | Parlophone / Capitol [2002] [3:53–3:58] Kendrick Lamar | Lust | Damn | Interscope [2017] [3:57–4:01] Damien Rice | Woman Like a Man | B-Sides | Vector [2004] [4:00–4:05] Swans | Some Things We Do | To Be Kind | Young God / Mute [2014] [4:05–4:27] Louis CK | One Night Stand | HBO [2005] [4:07–4:24] Thomas Aquinas | Summa II-II | Q153. A.5 [4:28–4:44] Louis CK | Conan | Episode 466 | Conaco [September 19, 2013] [4:46–5:11] John of the Cross | The Living Flame of Love | Angelnook Publishing [2012] PART 3 [5:12–7:37] Inspired by: John of the Cross | The Living Flame of Love | Angelnook Publishing [2012] [5:12–7:37] Inspired by: Plato | Allegory of the Cave | Republic | VII 514 a, 2 to 517 a, 7 | Translator: Thomas Sheehan [7:11–7:15] Matthew 4: 15 / Isaiah 8: 23 PART 4 [7:46–8:01] The Beatles | I Am the Walrus | Magical Mystery Tour | Parlophone / Capitol [1967] [7:49–7:57] P!nk | Stupid Girls | I’m Not Dead | LaFace [2.7.06] [7:49–8:00] Lady Gaga | Beautiful, Dirty, Rich | The Fame | Interscope [2008] [7:50–7:55] St. Vincent | Huey Newton | St. Vincent | Lorna Vista / Republic [2013] [8:02–8:06] Kanye West | Hell of a Life | My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy | Def Jam / Roc-A-Fella [2010] [8:06–8:10] Kevin Drew | Love vs. Porn | Dark Was the Night | 4AD [2009] [8:11–8:15] Kanye West | Hell of a Life | My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy | Def Jam / Roc-A-Fella [2010] [8:15–8:23] How I Met Your Mother | Everything Must Go | Season 3, Episode 19 | CBS [2008] [8:24–8:27] Family Guy | Family Goy | Season 8, Episode 2 | Fox [2009] [8:26–8:45] The Internet is for Porn | Avenue Q | The New Group / Vineyard Theater [2003] [8:27–8:45] Damien Rice | I Remember | O | Vector [2002] [8:46–8:53] Ronald Reagan | “Evil Empire Speech” | National Association of Evangelicals [March 8, 1983] [8:58–9:05] The Office | Moroccan Christmas | Season 5, Episode 11 | NBC [2008]