EPISODE 01 | K.T.L.

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Erosis

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Through all the long and lonely years trapped in addiction, I lived in fear of the darkness within me. But then, inspired by my fiancée and a sermon, I turned and faced my greatest fear: I looked into the darkness and attempted to exhume light. How? By writing. I began writing daily logs detailing the successes, failures, triumphs and tribulations I faced in my daily war to overcome addiction. I had no idea the Odyssey that I had begun – an Odyssey that would not only pass through the darkness of addiction, but to the very precipice of death itself. In this episode: the Odyssey begins… EROSIS | VOLUME 1 | EPISODE 1 | K.T.L. CITATIONS: INTRO [0:08–0:28] Inspired by: John of the Cross | The Living Flame of Love | Angelnook Publishing [2012] [0:35–0:39] Isaiah 8: 23 | New American Bible [0:39–1:03] Matthew 4: 15-16 | New American Bible [0:41–1:19] Robert Barron | Word On Fire Sermon 681: Land of Zebulun, Land of Nephtali [2014] ACT 1: [1:47–1:58] Homer | The Odyssey | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 1: 1-2, 117 | Penguin Books [1996] [1:50–2:00] Kendrick Lamar | The Art of Peer Pressure | Good Kid, M.A.A.D. City | Top Dawg Entertainment / Aftermath Entertainment / Interscope Records [2012] [1:47–1:58] Homer | The Odyssey | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 5: 16, 34–35 | Penguin Books [1996] [2:02–2:06] James Joyce | Ulysses | Episode 1 [1922] [2:07–2:19] Kendrick Lamar | Bitch Don’t Kill My Vibe | Good Kid, M.A.A.D. City | Top Dawg [2:10–2:21] Kendrick Lamar | Sherane a.k.a. Master Splinter’s Daughter | Good Kid, M.A.A.D. City | Top Dawg Entertainment / Aftermath Entertainment / Interscope Records [2012] [2:20–2:35] James Joyce | Ulysses | Episode 4 [1922] [2:21–2:36] Kendrick Lamar | The Art of Peer Pressure | Good Kid, M.A.A.D. City | Top Dawg Entertainment / Aftermath Entertainment / Interscope Records [2012] [2:36–2:51] The Odyssey | Homer | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 5: 173–175 | Penguin Books [1996] [2:37–2:52] Exodus 2: 23-24 | New American Bible [2:51–2:58] Exodus 3: 7 | New American Bible [2:58–3:08] Exodus 3: 16-17 | New American Bible [2:52–3:08] James Joyce | Ulysses | Episode 4 [1922] [3:55–3:57] The Office | Product Recall | Season 3: Episode 20 [2007] [4:34–4:38] The Beatles | A Day in the Life | Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band | Apple [1967] [4:39–4:42] Dave Matthews Band | When the World Ends | Everyday | RCA [2001] [4:42–4:45] Dave Matthews Band | Crash Into Me | Crash | RCA [1996] [4:45–4:53] Busta Rhymes + Janet Jackson | What’s It Gonna Be? | E.L.E. (Extinction Level Event): The Final World Front | Flipmode / Elektra [1998] [4:53–5:05] O-Town | Liquid Dreams | O-Town | J / Trans Continental / BMG [2000] [5:06–5:12] The Rolling Stones | Rocks Off | Exile on Main St. | Rolling Stones [1972] [5:12–5:20] The Beatles | I Want You (She’s So Heavy) | Abbey Road | Apple [1969] [5:20­–5:24] The Beatles | I Got a Feeling | Let It Be | [1970] [5:24–5:44] Lady Gaga | Sexxx Dreams | Artpop | Interscope [2013] [4:45–4:53] Busta Rhymes + Janet Jackson | What’s It Gonna Be? | E.L.E. (Extinction Level Event): The Final World Front | Flipmode / Elektra [1998] [5:51–5:58] Thomas Aquinas | Summa Theologica | II-II | Question 154 | Article 5 [5:58–6:06] Radiohead | Nude | In Rainbows | Radiohead [2007] [13:32–13:35] Dave Matthews | Too High | Some Devil | RCA [2003] [13:51–13:53] Bosco | By Bread Alone [2008] ACT 2: [14:52–15:12] Inspired by: Friedrich Ruckert / Gustav Mahler | In This Weather | Kindertotenlieder [1834 / 1904] [15:14–15:27] Thomas Merton | The Seven Storey Mountain | Harcourt Brace [1948] [15:27–15:38] The Epic of Gilgamesh | Translator: N.K. Sanders | Penguin Books [1960] [15:28–15:59] Herman Melville | Moby Dick | Chapter 1 [1851] [15:38–15:59] Thomas Merton | The Seven Storey Mountain | Harcourt Brace [1948] [15:28–15:59] Herman Melville | Moby Dick | Chapter 1 [1851] [16:00–16:17] J.R.R. Tolkien | The Fellowship of the Ring | Chapter1 | Mariner Books / Houghton Mifflin Harcourt [1957] [15:59–16:16] Herman Melville | Moby Dick | Chapter 7 [1851] [16:17–16:36] Thomas Merton | The Seven Storey Mountain | Harcourt Brace [1948] [16:19–16:37] J.R.R. Tolkien | The Fellowship of the Ring | Chapter 2 | Mariner Books / Houghton Mifflin Harcourt [1957] [21:21–21:30] O-Town | Liquid Dreams | O-Town | J / Trans Continental / BMG [2000] [21:49–21:51] Lady Gaga | Sexxx Dreams | Artpop | Interscope [2013] [21:30–21:58] Thomas Aquinas | Summa Theologica | II-II | Question 154 | Article 5 [21:58–22:03] The Rolling Stones | Rocks Off | Exile on Main St. | Rolling Stones [1972] [22:03–22:11] The Beatles | I Want You (She’s So Heavy) | Abbey Road | Apple [1969] [21:12–22:19] Thomas Aquinas | Summa Theologica | II-II | Question 154 | Article 5 [25:46–25:49] Dave Matthews Band | Rhyme & Reason | Under the Table and Dreaming | RCA [1994] [28:08–28:11] Louis CK | One Night Stand | HBO [2005] [28:11–28:18] Bosco | By Bread Alone [2008] [31:02–31:05] Coolio featuring L.V. | Gangsta’s Paradise | Gangsta’s Paradise | Tommy Boy / Warner Bros. [1995] [31:03–31:06] Star Wars: Episode III – Revenge of the Sith | Lucasfilm, Ltd / 20th Century Fox [2005] [34:22–34:25] Brooke Fraser | C.S. Lewis Song | Albertine | Columbia [2005] [34:53–35:52] Bosco | By Bread Alone [2008] ACT 3: [35:58–36:18] Inspired by: Friedrich Ruckert / Gustav Mahler | I Often Think | Kindertotenlieder [1834 / 1904] [36:19–36:44] John Milton | Paradise Lost | Book 12:646–649 / 641–642 [1674] [36:22–36:49] James Joyce | A Portrait of an Artist and a Young Man | Chapter 5 [1916] [36:55–37:05] Homer | The Iliad | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 24: 924-925 | Penguin Books [1990] [36:44–37:06] William Golding | Lord of the Flies | Chapter 12 | Perigee Books / Penguin Books [1954] [37:05–37:17] Homer | The Iliad | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 24: 613–614 | Penguin Books [1990] [37:18–37:20] William Golding | Lord of the Flies | Chapter 12 | Perigee Books / Penguin Books [1954] [41:01–41:23] Dave Matthews Band | Rhyme & Reason | Under the Table and Dreaming | RCA [1994] [45:20–45:23] Dave Matthews Band | Seek Up | Remember Two Things | Bama Rags [1993] [48:32–48:36] Dave Matthews Band | Jimi Thing | Under the Table and Dreaming | RCA [1994] [50:48–50:51] Louis CK | One Night Stand | HBO [2005] [51:16–51:45] Bosco | By Bread Alone [2008] ACT 4: [53:27–53:46] Inspired by: Friedrich Ruckert / Gustav Mahler | Now I See Well | Kindertotenlieder [1834 / 1904] [53:47–54:13] Dante | The Divine Comedy: Inferno | Translator: Mark Musa | Canto 1: 1–2, 5, 7–9 | Indiana University Press [1971] / Penguin Books [1984] [54:01–54:17] Dante | The Divine Comedy: Inferno | Translator: Mark Musa | Canto 1: 130, 132 / Canto 2: 7, 32–33 | Indiana University Press [1971] / Penguin Books [1984] [54:13–54:19] Virgil | The Aeneid | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 1: 1, 4 | Penguin Books [2006] [54:19–54:26] Virgil | The Aeneid | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 1: 48, 57–58 | Penguin Books [2006] [54:26–54:34] Virgil | The Aeneid | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 1: 143–145 | Penguin Books [2006] [54:29–54:35] Joseph Conrad | Heart of Darkness [1899] [54:35–55:10] Virginia Woolf | Mrs. Dalloway | Houghton Mifflin Harcourt Publishing Company [1925] [37:18–37:20] William Golding | Lord of the Flies | Chapter 12 | Perigee Books / Penguin Books [1954] [55:51–55:55] Blind Willie Johnson | Dark Was the Night, Cold Was the Ground | Columbia [1927] [58:57–59:53] Ed Sheeran | I See Fire | The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug | WaterTower / Decca [2013] EPILOGUE: [1:02:36–1:02:57] Inspired by: Friedrich Ruckert / Gustav Mahler | Now the Sun Wants to Rise as Brightly | Kindertotenlieder [1834 / 1904] [1:03:48–1:04:12] Inspired by: Friedrich Ruckert / Gustav Mahler | When Your Mama | Kindertotenlieder [1834 / 1904]